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His WarYou look at my arms and ask me why
You thought I was better
You thought I was alright
But as I trace
Those fine, red lines
I whisper so softly
It's almost a sigh
"No, no
I'm perfectly fine

"But in his sorrow he is caught
He has tear stains in his eyes
From the wars he fought
He lets out a terrible cry
For the things he's sought
So how can I be happy
When he is not?"
Why.Why am I the only one in pain ?
Why do I always get the blame ?
I know I do everything wrong,
But i’m trying my hardest to stay strong.
Why can’t these feelings just go away ?
It keeps haunting me day by day.
UnnoticedUnnoticed
 
It seems like I’ve become see threw
Like I’m just not there
Except for when I’m in trouble
I can’t seem to find how that’s fair
 
Maybe it’s cause I’m the middle child
Or that I don’t have a special skill
Maybe I don’t cause enough problems
Will she notice me if I were to kill?
 
Whatever the case may be
I seem to always be out shined
By a sister who loves and cares
And a brother who’s dumb and blind
 
Mother just doesn’t see me
I feel like I’ve been tossed away
A machine with not heart
Only able to obey
 
I’ve become a drone
Not actually a part
Of this perfect little family
Silly drone you’re not so smart
 
For thinking she would notice you
For thinking she would care
For a screw up like you
Love you? She wouldn’t dare
 
No she doesn’t love you
She only loves her boy
You’re just here to do the chores
Just her cleaning little toy
Esas madrugadas llenas de pensEsas madrugadas llenas de pensamientos rodeando mi cabeza como enredaderas unidas unas con otras, donde pienso real y no emocional, donde tu me cegaste y me tiraste a mi suerte, donde ahora me levanto solo, donde ahora tu te encuentras en el cielo, pero pronto caerás, recuerda las nubes no son de hierro.
No se como pueden damas desperNo se como pueden damas desperdiciar a un hombre que viste de galas, escribe en sus días adversos pero hace el amor como si no hubiera universo.
BattlefieldOnce again i've returned to the one place I hate the most,

Where nothing but screams & blood are present.

The sky lays above my head pitch black,

Nothing peaceful here, only deadly content.

Dried blood rests across my face,

My wounds throughout my body remain unhealed.

I hate being in this place,

Where my demons, are revealed.

Even though i'm tired,

And my heart feels as if it's going to give up on me soon.

I must keep fighting this battle,

I'm not sure of what else to do.

As the underdog that I am,

I will continue to play this game and somewhat stay strong.

It's hard to stay positive here,

This is the one place I know I don't
That person.Looking for someone who cares,
Waiting until that person appears.
So i’m sitting here, waiting.
Thinking off you,
I wish my dreams would come true.
Maybe you’re that person,
The one who will care.
But probably not,
Because if you where, you would be here, with me.
And then I wouldn’t have to miss you.
But know I do..
So i’m sitting here, waiting.
Waiting until that person appears,
The one who cares.
They destroyed the moonThey destroyed the moon

The moon used to be my Novocaine.
It brought the tide to cover up my pain.
I'd wait for it to come.
When the tide came I was numb,
It'd wash over me,
And I'd feel free,
But in reality,
The pain was still inside of me.
It was never gone, just hidden from view,
Like cosmetics to a bruise, hiding the black and blue,
The truth is that my tide,
Was a place for me to hide,
The pain was still there every day,
I've never actually been okay,
And now I wait again for the tide to come,
For my chance to be completely numb.
But the moon is destroyed,
My membership is void,
I'm exposed,
There's nowhere to repose,
The tide is gone.
SirenCurves
Swaying,
A snake
Venomously stunning,
She's so beautiful
Mysterious
Wonderful,
She whispers
She sings
She dances,
She's all I want.

She's sunk her teeth in,
I can't let go
So dangerous,
So perfect,
Ecstasy.

Let her take me,
Let her tear me apart,
Let her feed on my helpless soul
Don't try to save me.

Curves
Whispers
Songs,
Sweet siren,
Viciously entrancing,
I cannot let go
CaptivityCaptivity

I sit there alone in darkness. No one comes to rescue me. Why would they? Were locked up in Captivity. The Devil fills our minds with Sadness. We can never escape Captivity. Everyone walks by. They stop and stare  and we are angered. Because they're free and were not. It begins to unleash that feeling that cages inside us. I took the knife and ran it across my soft skin. I bleed and bleed with a smile on my face. "Im finally free im sorry guys goodbye".
Red EyeDon't go through the dust storm unless you want to catch
red eye
Don't go to the nice eccentric people unless you want your
head dyed
Don't go to the pink mist unless you are eager to
die
Don't go to 'Delphia unless you want to get caught by
Red Eye.

With the gaze of him you find transfixed
your disposition of him utterly mixed
is he truly up to his ingenious tricks?
or is it obvious he is truly sick?

to the clouds above lay what was a town
red like him as is his disciples all around
to mine and coal to his bidding to lose what is not found
but nevertheless they are eager and honorbound

But there are some
who doubt my insight
but of those
Random poemLong ago there was place very far away
the place was ruled by a evil queen who was only age fourteen
she held deep respect for her servant and her tool
and was blinded by the peasants cries for  food
Josephine was her horse's name
and the land of the riches is what she claimed
The servant went into a neighboring town and fell for a girl
her eyes shone like a green pearl
telling his queen, she whispers so no one can hear
"Make sure she doesn't interfere"
Meeting the girl in green in the forest of eve, the servant cries as the girl who once shone like a green pearl...
has now disappeared from the world
the kingdom starts to burn to the ground a
figureI'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. Because I've learned- if something is wrong- fix it. Don't pity yourself, don't complain to others. But honestly it's so fucking hard when I have no idea what I'm doing wrong. I'm so fucking stressed by all the people around me, no one ever listens when I say enough is enough. I just want to dig myself a cave and live there for a good fucking while.
1If I were to speak to you,
Will you notice me?
With those shining glasses of yours
Will you really see?
That I have a void in my soul
And a heart so black
But the smile on your face
Can bring the light back.
Let me ask you, only once,
Do you feel the same?
I think not, because I know
You do not know my name.
It’s quite silly, really,
How I am fond of you,
And how I hope so dearly
That you’re fond of me too.
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InsomaniacI lie awake, I cannot sleep.
My mind, it races, these wounds are deep.
I see your face, I hear your name.
My gut, it aches, and you're to blame.
What did I do? What have I done?
With all my love, still you run?
Feeling weak with hopelessness.
One day, I swear, I'll fix this mess.
But for now, I close me eyes,
And hope with dawn this shadow dies.
O, Prayer of MineI had hope and faith that our love was true.
Everything I had, I gave, but was taken by you.
My mind, my thoughts, they linger in the past.
These fears, these doubts, I plead not last.
Sacrifice, martyr, my soul in twain.
Lord above, please take away my pain.
ChivalryI thought myself a righteous man,
With righteous hand and righteous plan.
They called me justice, they thought me God.
I declined the scepter, I spared the rod.

I give my soul and these gifts,
To heal these wounds, to close these rifts.
I hold my ground and stay my blade,
This is the way a king is made.

Honor, wisdom and strength of mine,
Carry us through the sands of time.
Alone in the DarkThis is a cry for help, this restless spirit pleads.
Free me from this cell, this haunted spirit screams!

Locked inside, all alone, this dreadful spirit cries.
All this sorrow, weighing down, with no tears to cleanse these eyes.

What have you done to me...? This crippled spirit needs to know.
What have I done to you? This crippled spirit DEMANDS to know!

The time for strength and will is fleet, with weakening sorrow, come to reap.
This shadow falls, upon my soul, withering grasp around my lonely heart.

This is a cry for help, this dying spirit croaks.
What the hell is wrong... with... me...?
Control FreakI forged a blade to carve a path,
So they all would feel your wrath.
I've lived for you, but never me.
Though very soon, I will break free...
Business as UsualAnother betrayal. No surprise there.
Sometimes I wonder why I even care.
Greed and envy are common when you sin.
Despair and wrath is where you've always been.
Lust and pride will be the cause of your downfall.
Enjoy it while it lasts, while you still can stand tall.
You take from me everything, and say you are not wrong.
I hope you regret your actions after long.
I don't deserve a partner, I don't deserve my joy.
You say that I am your friend, but you treat me like a toy.
All I am allowed, is cling to my false hope.
Or if I lose my mind, I'll be hanging from a rope.
This is not a notion, or a threat of suicide.
But all that I ha

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Redemption of the Black Swan

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I've been shown the board of many pieces
I've seen the players of this cruel game.
While many have not piqued my interest
There was but one with such an eloquent name.

The piece they named simply The Black Swan
A player of quite diminutive size.
Most had considered her nothing but a pawn,
But I, out of many, have seen her as a prize.

So they'll move their pieces
And put their plans into motion.
Yet I digress, and I'll oppose
And I will voice my personal notion.

To soar the skies with white wings
While being a saviour is my dream.
My purpose will be clear to me
What happiness brings.

I promise to save you from your personal Hell
To bring you out of your miserable shell.

With white wings of an angel,
A guardian angel soars down from above...
To make everything better with my love.

The angel swears to the Swan,
"You're more than a pawn."

"These words, I swear, I really mean,"
"You're more than a pawn,"
"You are my Queen."
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Just a bit of poetry I suddenly had muse for after a tad too much Sake at my friend's birthday party and while talking to a very special
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Mood: Questionable ~aerynn08 Jun 11, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
So glad you liked it. I've been thinking about revisions, but that's just because I'm really nit-picky with my work... Apparently it doesn't need any change from the feedback, though.
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~Kay-felis Jun 10, 2010  Hobbyist
Thank you Josh. This brought tears to my eyes, and for once they were tears of happiness. Thank you.
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~Adrian-SR Jun 10, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awwww~
I love it. It's beautiful. <3
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